I do need to get so much better, but I'm not a selfish person at all.
How do you say no when others could really do with the help?
I know, I know, there will always be others who need help and I have to learn to put myself first....
There are also other things that are not helping me, but hopefully with a move of house by others, things should improve. That dog just needs walking more often so that it can use up some of the energy it spends on barking for hours at night.
I know it doesn't just affect me, there are others that have complained, but it seems like I'm the one to blame.
I'm now counting down the days, but at what number do I start???
All I can think is roll on 2010 things will get better....