Rose2White
Tuesday, Oct. 06, 2009

It's Not Just All Numbers!

Why do we do things???

Well we do them to
1) make us feel better
2) make someone else feel better
3) because life needs us to...

We sleep because of 3, we cook for 1 or 2, and we eat due to 3. Get my drift...

So why is it that sometimes all you see is the negative side of things?

You see the negative side is what affects my health, it's the positive side that makes me feel better, but not just any positive side I need more of number 1 and less number 3 with a mix of number 2...

Either way you look at it I have to put me as number 1 and I'm still having trouble doing that, why do I find it so hard?

So I know I need to turn things around a bit, ok maybe a lot, but how to do it?

My best friend needs my help and I enjoy giving it. It feels like the housework is ganging up on me but it isn't really, and I need time for me amongst it all.

OK time to use my diary again and to start getting firm with people I need two days a week for mainly me, or others who wish to help me with my ‘me’ time.

If I don't do this now I won't survive the winter, so it may just look like all numbers but I'm going to start putting the important one first....

Let's see how long it lasts or how well it works!