We had been spending weekends decorating mother-in-laws house, then we took a four week break from it and I feel like we've had no break at all.
The first weekend was the local town country show, the sort with loads of stalls from all walks of life, showing their stuff in the hope you will buy from them, only trouble is you have to walk miles on a slopped field to see everything.
Due to the steepness of the slope and the uneven ground I had not been able to go for the last four years, so I was looking forward to it.
I made it round most of the show, and managed three hours at the show ground before heading back to a friend’s house for a sit down & a BBQ. Others friends joined us and we made a night of it.
Then we had a dinner party the next weekend for hubby's birthday that took more planning than usual as we had car trouble on the day I needed to go shopping for it.... Typical!
Then last weekend we had Open farm Sunday at the friend’s house where the lambs are. Me and daughter painted over 60 children’s faces that day, there was all sorts running around.
So with all this I seem to have fallen from one weekend to the next, not sure of where I am. The trouble is I'm now starting to have sleep patches turn up again, time when I just get so tired I have to sleep, and if I'm woken before I'm ready I shake with exhaustion.
Hubby says I shouldn't beat myself up about it, as I have done so much lately, but I want to be able to do this stuff & more, only there doesn't seem to be room for more, not yet!
I've managed to get back so much, and I've gone thru the reality of how unfit I was, but the fitness is coming back (I thank the lambs for that) and I want the health to go with it.
I suppose I’m just greedy but hey why shouldn't I have it?
What am I doing wrong?
Maybe a call to my MT guy is called for?
I'm going to read thru my notes and see where I go from there.....