I've found a quite time, time for me to stop and think with no outside influence to guide me this way or that.
I have realised that for my Mickel Therapy to work I need to focus on what I have learnt.
You see it is so easy to just fall back into the life that was keeping me ill, the same things every day, following the same old routine, that same old rut in life, otherwise known as the daily grind. So I have taken a moment to stop and think about things and what is the best route for me.
Now one question that I still haven't answered, more because I don't know what the answer should be is 'What do I want in life?'
You think it would be easy to answer that one, well I'm not so sure, you see I don't think I have ever really know 100% what I want to achieve, not in the grand scheme of things.
Where do I see myself in 10 years, 20 years???
I don't know, maybe still here in the same house doing the same old things going no where, now where do I want to be?
I don't honestly know that either; so how can I get to somewhere that I don't know!!
I need to think about what I really want and where I want to be or I will end up going nowhere and doing nothing. This routine that I call life will still be the same and I will be wondering why I'm still no better.
I need to think about the big picture before working out the smaller details of how to get there.
Don't get me wrong I am happy with where I live and the life I have, but you have to have dreams in this world, something to aim for, a goal in life and I don't believe that at 38 my goals have all be achieved, so it's time for some new goals I think.
Time to stop thinking about others and to really think what I want in life.
Oh and Happy New Year everyone, I hope you all had a good Christmas and Santa bought you all something nice.
Lets hope 2008 brings us all a little closer to our dreams (if you know what they are or not)!!!