I thought I was over sleeping for hours, I thought I was climbing out of the hole, where as in reality here I sit at the bottom looking up trying not to sleep again before tonight……..
Why are there so many backwards steps before we can truly move forwards, and so much to divert us in a sideward (or backward) manner?
I know that most of what I have said describes life and all it can throw at you, but does it have to throw stuff quite so hard in my direction?
The sun is out and the temp is on the way up to a nice warm level, so why can't my health climb with it?
Most of the time I try to stay so positive and I am, honest I am a very positive person, or at least I try to be.
I have learnt so much since I have been ill, so much so that I do now see life in a simpler way. If I look at all the bad then that’s all I see, so stay positive and the good does shine thru eventually.
My Kids are doing fine and don't want or need my help with most of what (me or) life throws at them, my hubby has work and things are manageable for us so long as I can keep on top of them.
Then the details come into play, me keeping up with paperwork, bills, and such like.
I find this so hard when I'm sleeping all the time, yet in reality there isn't much to keep up with as I have set most things up to run themselves.
So keep life simple and keep looking at the positive side of things even when they try to hide at times. The good is out there, it’s just the bad does have to show it’s self from time to time to remind us how good the good stuff is.
I’ll get there; I just have to remember to throw some of life’s trials at others from time to time rather than taking on everything that comes my way!!!
So where to now?
Well due to brain fog I'm not sure I really know just yet; could someone point me in the direction of the garden for some sunshine????