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I have just read my last entry only to realise that it didn't always make sense in a true English way. OK what I mean is I could do with a few lessons in grammar, or maybe a few more than a few, but who's counting.
I type words as I would say them, as if I am talking to my diary, only my fingers don't always keep up with my mind and I sometimes miss out letters or complete words!
When I read my entry so I can remember what I last wrote I sometimes (like today) cringe at the mistakes and end up opening up the edit page before I have even finished reading the entry.
So today I will read this thru before I post it and again after it has been posted just to make sure.
I've found you can never be too careful with these things.
Ok to the here and now......
I've been wondering about different therapies and if they are worth the money they cost???
You see there is no true cure for this illness, but some claim they can cure it in hours or days, others say it takes a little longer, but you are likely to become fully cured; and then there are those who don't even pretend they just say that doing their thing will help you to manage the symptoms, which in turn help you to cope with the illness and may even improve on your health.
But a true cure there is not.
I could wish on any lucky symbol or kiss anything you like it still won't make any difference, THERE IS NO ONE CURE.
Now having said all that you may ask why I would spend my hard to come by cash on any treatment???
Well a cure there may not be but, if there is something out there that can get me out of needing a wheelchair or the kids to do the housework. Something that could give me back a percentage of my old life, even if full time work isn't a part of it, I wouldn't care; I would pay the world.
Then there is the $1M Question, what if it doesn't help at all?
I could buy a good laptop with the money that Mickel Therapy, Reverse Therapy or The Lighting Process would cost me.
These are the three main contenders, or they where!
I think I have crossed TLP off my list as the cost would have to include hotel costs and eating out costs for a minimum of three days, and I would have to be away from home for this time, as well as needing another adult with me (so there are their costs as well) to help me get from place to place. It all ends up far too complicated to even taken in let alone work out properly and still come up with a good quote.
So it's MT or RT then; now which one, and how do I do this so as not to waste money???
I know either one of these will cost a small fortune, and there are no guarantees that I will get any better, but if I don't try the best there is to offer at this moment in time then I will never know.
Time for some research, now this could take some time so no holding your breath or counting chickens, etc... You hear me?